Alexis Perevoschikov
Is it weird to admit she I’m kind of totally girl crushing on her!? if it is I don’t care she is that awesome!
My stumbling stone
Rededicating my life to God has been one of the greatest thing I’ve ever done, scratch that, THE best thing I have ever done, but its still tough. To understand what I mean we have to rewind a little. Starting off with my 8th grade year. Now if you knew me my 8th grade year you knew a shy, pretty well behaved young 13 year old. Which is basically how I live my life, until the middle of 8th grade. What changed? well everything. My whole life became a scandalous story I never saw myself living the closest I figured I would ever get was what I read about in books, which surprise surprise I did a whole lot. Anyways what changed well one of the big things was him. . …. Adam. He was everything I wasn’t, popular, gorgeous, he was rebellious, a cliche bad boy, and I had an even more cliche crush on him. I was notorious for having crushes on guys I wouldn’t pursue and basically had no idea I was alive, but for some reason this was different. After awhile of my being awkward and trying to flirt he eventually told me he had the same feelings, BUT (doesn’t that just suck everything is about to work out and for once not be to good to be true and then But butts in and messes it all up) “I want you but I can’t have you, I have a girlfriend.” or other excuses like “I’m not good enough for you it will end up badly… . .. . don’t worry you will find out how it ends(by the way *spoiler alert* he was right, but I can’t tell you my WHOLE life story in one view now can I? that would just be needy;) but don’t worry Ill tell you more of my scandalous story tomorrow!
